There are so many things in life that i wish i could change.

One of them my weight. I've been struggling with my weight for almost a year now. I lost some weight just last week but it's like it's not enough.

In order to go on with the journey of losing weight i gave up sweets and softdrinks. I decided to eat healthy.

I only spoil myself about once a week and that's after i've had salas or fish for dinner. But i guess tonight that just doesn't cut it.

I feel so bad about myself more than ever. I don't feel like eating anymore. I know it's bad, but i feel as if the things i'm doing aren't enough. I'm still fat in some people's eyes.

I really hope i can get my confidence back.